Save Me 

I get so lost

In this person I don’t want to be

Hoping to unlock any kind of happiness

Unlocking only all the bad memories

Of the heartache I repressed long ago

Making fresh all my healed wounds

Unleashing all the anger within

I have only ruined me

I kneel before You


I can no longer keep running

From this vacancy

With this yearning to be filled

I ask that You fix

This desolate place

That has become my heart

Heal my tainted eyes

That refuses to see the good

In anything

Clear my mind of this useless clutter

And fill it with visions of You

Save me from Me

Save me from the nothing that I’m holding on to