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  • Tootsie 4:46 pm on February 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: confused, empty, lost, Love, myself, numb, reality   

    Myself 


    Being myself is something I treasure
    Something I never thought could be
    Ripped away from me
    I’ve lost a part of my soul
    I have lost a part of you

    I do not bother to ask the whys
    It is too much pain to bear
    I long for the days
    When someone understood me
    When it was like looking in the mirror

    Yet, now I have nothing
    Not even myself
    When I lost you
    I lost myself
    Who will live with me in my imagination?
    If it is not you and I?

    There is nothing left now
    I’m gone
    You’re gone
    What have we become?
    Superficial emptiness
    Who are now completely numb

     
    • Sarai 5:26 pm on February 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      This is real. One day you will find someone who will compliment you perfectly

    • jannatwrites 5:44 pm on February 7, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      Your words convey so much pain, hopelessness and confusion. I’m sure you’ll find yourself in your emotions and one day, someone will be a companion to your soul- not the keeper of it.

  • Tootsie 6:06 am on February 3, 2014 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: first love, heart break, hold, Love, never, touch, unseen, wanting   

    Never 


    I loved you from the moment I heard your voice
    From the moment you made me laugh
    From the moment I knew you were different

    I loved you more than what was possible
    More than I loved myself
    More than I loved anything

    I loved you because of your soul
    Not because you took care of me
    Not because you cared

    I loved you even though I never laid eyes on you
    But it killed me not to touch you
    But it killed me not to touch you

     
  • Tootsie 6:35 pm on July 11, 2011 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: Love, Pretend, regret   

    Pretend 


    I pretend I’m okay

    I pretend that my world is the same

    I pretend I’m alive

    I pretend to survice

    I pretend not to care

    I pretend that you’re there

    I pretend to have no fears

    I pretend to be you

    I pretend to have a clue

    I pretend not to miss how I loved

    I wish I never budged

    Maybe then I wouldn’t be sitting here

    Pretending

    Instead surrendering

    To what use to be

     

    *Today I guess it was repetition day :)…this poem is for some one special–hope you like it ❤

     

     
    • Orb 3:00 pm on July 29, 2011 Permalink | Reply

      It’s good to see you let the feelings out in words, keep at it your gift.

  • Tootsie 3:04 am on November 4, 2010 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , Love, ,   

    Here we are 


    Here we are

    At the final destination

    This rut, this bad place

    A place where the cold lives

    Where our love has dampen

    Where our kisses have dissipated

    I am left with these conflicting feelings

    Of love and hate

    Of happiness and sorrow

    Of the old you and this impostor

    I’m trying to hold on

    To the memories

    To the words once spoken

    To this love that came out of nowhere

    But…

    I hate you so much

    I just want to let this love

    Slip from my

    fingers

    Slip right into the ground

    To no longer be revived

    Or remembered

    Nevertheless

    Something about you

    Makes me latch on to you more

    And yearn the hurt that is and

    Always will be inevitable

     

    -Tootsie

     
  • Tootsie 10:27 pm on October 25, 2010 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , , Love,   

    Love 


    Tell me, Love

    Does anyone really know how to love?

    Is love an action or an emotion?

    Or is it both?

    Isn’t love God

    If love is God

    Then love is perfect

    Love is forgiving

    Love does it all

    So how can I love

    When I’m not perfect

    I’m so far off perfect

    When I’m not so forgiving

    At times revengeful

    When some days I

    Can’t do nothing at all

    So tell me love, what am  I suppose to do?

     

    -Tootsie

     
    • raquel 11:08 pm on October 25, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      Well love is god. but I believe god gave us feelings to feel for him and others what he feels for us. he loves us. and yes at times we are full of vengance and want revenge on those who hurt us. but if god forgives us for all the harm human beings have done and hurt theyve caused then why cant we take that as a lesson learned and do the same? I love you maybe not as much as god does but i think its pretty close. its a wonderful feeling or emotion at times and then other times its painful. but hes given us that sence of emotion and we have to take advantage of it. Once theres love in your heart nothing seems the same… love this blog!

      • Tootsie 8:52 pm on November 7, 2010 Permalink | Reply

        I am glad you love it!!! Thanks for the comments.

  • Tootsie 3:11 am on October 23, 2010 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , Love, , , The good the bad and the ugly   

    Untitled as of now.. Inspired by relationships around me. 


    When you came into my life

    You caught me by surprise

    I wasn’t searching

    I wasn’t expecting to fall in love

    Here I am now

    Deeply invested

    Unleashing all the love

    I have within

    Time pass

    And by surprise

    You completely change

    Towards me

    Towards my love

    How am I suppose

    To pretend like

    Everything is okay

    When you are so distant?

    What am I suppose to do

    With all this love?

    All the love I grew for you

    Did you know it would

    Turn out this way?

    Did you know you would

    Stop loving me one day?

    What am I suppose to do now?

    No answer…

    Through all the silence

    You hear my heart break

    And even though it hurts you

    To pain me this way

    No action is taken

    Only the letting go

    As you walk away

     

    -Tootsie

     
  • Tootsie 5:34 pm on July 29, 2010 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: Halfway, , Love, Making it work, ,   

    Halfway 


    I know you don’t understand me

    And probably never will

    You will never understand

    That I will always love you

    Regardless of what you’ve said

    You probably won’t ever be able to believe

    That your deeply embedded in my heart

    How can I expect you to understand

    Or believe?

    How can I expect you to love me the way

    I need to be loved

    When I don’t love you the right way?

    Maybe one day

    We will meet each other halfway

    Halfway to love

     

    -Tootsie

     
    • Bianca 7:27 pm on July 31, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      You express yourself eloquently. Can’t wait for you to post more!!!

    • sarairivera 2:19 pm on August 2, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      beautiful.

      How do you not love the right way?

    • Tootsie 11:25 pm on August 2, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      Eh. I am a complicated human being.

  • Tootsie 10:08 pm on July 26, 2010 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , Love, , , The way I love you   

    The way I love you 


    I love you, My child

    I express my love for you everyday

    When the rays of light slightly

    Warm your face

    When the breeze gently caresses your body

    When the leaves on the trees sway side to side

    Dancing for you

    Yet you don’t notice these things

    Everything I have made in this world

    I have made it for you

    With you in mind

    You are so special to Me

    My creation

    You cry because you say

    You are not perfect

    Yet you were perfectly created

    By My Hands

    Look around you

    And you will find Me

    Seek Me

    And you will know

    All the ways I love you

     
    • Francis 6:55 am on July 27, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      This is beautiful.

  • Tootsie 5:07 am on June 30, 2010 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , , Love, , The search for love   

    Hello world! “The search for Love” 


    I search for Love

    In people

    In things

    I search for fullness

    In places where emptiness resides

    My heart longs for a Consoler

    My ears long for sweet music

    Yet I’m stuck in this rut

    Being engulfed by the darkness

    Trying to escape

    Yet ending up lower than before

    Lost- waiting to be found

    Love waits for me

    To fill me til no end

    A Love to console me

    To feed sweet words to me

    A Love to be my light in the darkness

    To find and hold grasp of me

    Love is ready for me

    But am I ready for Love?

     
    • Snuggles 5:20 pm on July 14, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      Wow. How beautiful!

      Are we ready for love and the changes it will bring?

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