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  • Tootsie 4:46 pm on February 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: confused, empty, lost, , myself, numb, reality   

    Myself 


    Being myself is something I treasure
    Something I never thought could be
    Ripped away from me
    I’ve lost a part of my soul
    I have lost a part of you

    I do not bother to ask the whys
    It is too much pain to bear
    I long for the days
    When someone understood me
    When it was like looking in the mirror

    Yet, now I have nothing
    Not even myself
    When I lost you
    I lost myself
    Who will live with me in my imagination?
    If it is not you and I?

    There is nothing left now
    I’m gone
    You’re gone
    What have we become?
    Superficial emptiness
    Who are now completely numb

     
    • Sarai 5:26 pm on February 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      This is real. One day you will find someone who will compliment you perfectly

    • jannatwrites 5:44 pm on February 7, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      Your words convey so much pain, hopelessness and confusion. I’m sure you’ll find yourself in your emotions and one day, someone will be a companion to your soul- not the keeper of it.

  • Tootsie 6:06 am on February 3, 2014 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: first love, heart break, hold, , never, touch, unseen, wanting   

    Never 


    I loved you from the moment I heard your voice
    From the moment you made me laugh
    From the moment I knew you were different

    I loved you more than what was possible
    More than I loved myself
    More than I loved anything

    I loved you because of your soul
    Not because you took care of me
    Not because you cared

    I loved you even though I never laid eyes on you
    But it killed me not to touch you
    But it killed me not to touch you

     
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