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  • Tootsie 4:46 pm on February 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: confused, empty, lost, , myself, numb, reality   


    Being myself is something I treasure
    Something I never thought could be
    Ripped away from me
    I’ve lost a part of my soul
    I have lost a part of you

    I do not bother to ask the whys
    It is too much pain to bear
    I long for the days
    When someone understood me
    When it was like looking in the mirror

    Yet, now I have nothing
    Not even myself
    When I lost you
    I lost myself
    Who will live with me in my imagination?
    If it is not you and I?

    There is nothing left now
    I’m gone
    You’re gone
    What have we become?
    Superficial emptiness
    Who are now completely numb

    • Sarai 5:26 pm on February 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      This is real. One day you will find someone who will compliment you perfectly

    • jannatwrites 5:44 pm on February 7, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      Your words convey so much pain, hopelessness and confusion. I’m sure you’ll find yourself in your emotions and one day, someone will be a companion to your soul- not the keeper of it.

    • Eddy 3:47 pm on September 12, 2015 Permalink | Reply


  • Tootsie 6:06 am on February 3, 2014 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: first love, heart break, hold, , never, touch, unseen, wanting   


    I loved you from the moment I heard your voice
    From the moment you made me laugh
    From the moment I knew you were different

    I loved you more than what was possible
    More than I loved myself
    More than I loved anything

    I loved you because of your soul
    Not because you took care of me
    Not because you cared

    I loved you even though I never laid eyes on you
    But it killed me not to touch you
    But it killed me not to touch you

  • Tootsie 5:57 am on February 3, 2014 Permalink | Reply  

    New Look 

    I was looking at my blog and how loud it was! So I decided to tone it down a lot. My last look was very young and I am just not at that place anymore. I hope you guys don’t mind the more simpler look, I love it.

    Love, Tootsie

    • Sharmishtha Basu 6:02 am on February 3, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      i keep experimenting with looks, mostly based on themes that will provide easy reading and nice look for pictures

    • Tootsie 6:10 am on February 3, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      Yeah, it is pretty hard for me to choose from a theme. I tend to over think things also.

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