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  • Tootsie 12:11 am on September 20, 2010 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , , , The truth   

    The truth 


    I keep myself busy

    Running away from the reality

    Of all this pain

    Pain that could easily be washed away

    By calling on your Name

    By letting You take over

    So You can put things in place

    I just seem to be making a

    Bigger mess of it all

    Attempt after attempt

    Only to fall

    Yet again

     

    -Tootsie

     
    • Rachel 11:39 pm on October 22, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      What is it that stops us then? Is it our pride. Once again great little short poem.

  • Tootsie 2:05 am on September 15, 2010 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , , Out of the soul,   

    Out of the soul 


    I feel alone

    In this cold world

    Holding on to this hurt

    That I have to bear on my own

    I spend my days

    Listening to everyone’s problems

    Helping out

    Giving advice

    Forgiving over and over

    When is it going to be my turn?

    When are you going to do that for me?

    When are you going to all realize

    I’m angry

    I’m hurt

    My soul is tired

    I fight everyday

    To prove everyone wrong

    Still, I get no satisfaction

    When I do

    I’m taken advantage of

    Misunderstood

    But no one listens

    No one listens to my screams

    My plea for an embrace

    To you all- I’m just a burden

    A nice girl turned mean

    In reality I’m dying inside

    Broken in every kind of way

    No longer caring what you think

    Left here

    In shambles

    Crying

    Crying out to the only one

    Who hears me,

    God.

     

    -Tootsie

     
    • Sarai 4:44 pm on September 15, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      Very beautifully, heartbreaking as usual. I love this. So very real.

      This is why the ONLY one who deserves our complete all is God. He’s the only one who is truly faithful and stays by ourside regardless of what happens.

      I’m sorry you feel this way. I pray God will continue to always help you and that He will glorify Himself in your life in an amazing way!

      I love you lots!

    • rbafroggie 5:33 am on November 25, 2010 Permalink | Reply

      I identify with this one a great deal as well. You have no idea how much. I’m pretty angry at god at the moment, so I haven’t been turning to him, but the rest of what you said is right on the money for me.

      • Tootsie 5:43 am on November 25, 2010 Permalink | Reply

        You should pray and hand that anger to Him, He will know what to do with it 🙂
        Thank you for the comments, I really appreciate it.

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